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Monday, December 05, 2005

i am so fucking pissed off

I am fucking pissed off! I want to crush someone's face into the wall. It's hot and sticky, I have made bad decisions, I have fucking had enough of this shit and... well... what can I do? I can't just go around hurting people who don;'t dserve it can I? If this pain was caused by and enemy then it would be easy, hurt him. But its not that simple (it never is is it?).This is an outrlet i suppose, just bashing away on a keybored even though noone is going ot read this anyway nbut it makes me feel better anyway. see, a full stop. I just paused there and contemplated,m a sure sign that I'm calming down. Ah well, I have no reason to complain (well I do, but not compared to some people who keep their trap sut) so so ... so ... catharsis, hardly. But at least I've stoped typing